I’m Beamin – SaintSoulja

v1

Focused like a laser, yet I hustle even harder
Starin at this life, from the eyes of a martyr
Word to my grandfather who set me in these ways
Though he never really raised me, I still feel his grace on me
Rest in peace for me, I see the parallels
Writin poems in the trenches and im doin that as well
But not as well as you, cause you was givin people hell
As the story tells you ended up a legend,
Now im beamin down this well, sayin what have I become
Screamin at my own shell like what have I even done?
No I haven’t done enough just huff n puffin my inhaler
Just to get some air up back into my lungs so I can tear it up/
And they see rockin crowds, growin long facial hair and they see me rock it proud
Waitin for my time, for the word to get around
Shit I grew up in the dark but you should see me now//

v2
This is for the non-believers now I’m cleavin through the hatred
To make my image clearer I will go and re-paint it
Carefully plated, they servin up your food
You can put me in a box, but I will turn it to a booth
Record some tunes and unite them with your eardrums
I’m your ghost writer man I rap what you can’t hum
I guess I say what you can’t huh?
Your ego is the body and my words are the cancer
Too much of a dancer, so im dancin for my freedom
Beatin feet like the go-go’s of the streets I came from
Get your hands in the sky like you’re facin a handgun
I carefully speak like raisin my grandson
Take a harder look; I don’t want you people glancin
I run this place, I am Armstrong Lance Singh
I am just too much to handle
You should hear me now, I am the drums before the battle//

v3
Hey its me again, the guy from first two
but now its third verse, time to divorce you
you want the whole world, i can't afford you
plus you miss me more when i ignores you.
dont mean to hurt you, but I gotta move on
you couldn't walk like me even with my shoes on
i feel like Mr. T and I aint go no jewels on
lookin for mindsex with chess on the futon
its kinda crazy how im movin kinda past us
let my inner god be the splinter master
progress and knowledge, the two things im after
spread my word to the world till im ghost like casper
and as fast as the trees changes with the seasons
im springin forward not fallin for your reasons
people change often like the colors on these leaves
so when i finally leave, you will see that im beamin!